Monday, November 21, 2005 | |


Well,here i am again..Last time i entered to this site,i was so sure that i m not going to post any blogs anymore and was angry a bit as well..i even had deleted the previous blogs of mine..Did i change my mind?I am still not sure though..These days i m not really determined enough..I keep giving up or delaying every single time i start or attempt to do sth new..
Fall break for example..I told my friends that i was going with them and for fucks sake,i changed my mind just a couple of hours before..I dont really think they minded it too much though..Are they getting americanised as well?Since non of these american kids care about sth..Maybe i should stop caring as well..just like most of the people in the world..Anyways..
To my surprise,most of my friends who have blogs sound either too depressed or tired..Are we becoming that desperate?Is it the characteristic of our generation?I dont know the answer..These days i m using my right to shut the fuck up..so that noone can use your words or interpret them in the way you dont want them to..

Today i was supposed to go to Theatre Scene Shop for strike hours...actually, i had to..Well,i didnt..I prefered staying in the room and talked on the phone.i dont feel regret about it though..
I finally managed to do my laundry..I still do not have a proper laundry bag,like one of those cool ones that everyone has..i m using the one i used in Flekke..Well it does its job..And i think that s what i need. Last week i did not go to any of my classes..I was sick,and well..i used that sickness to escape from my classes as well..I m in the f******university and i still need to attend all the classes as if they teach me sth soooo useful..Journalism classes..I think i havent been to that classes for allmost a month now..Well, Mr Mullen annoys me a lot,he doesnt teach,but instead he repeats the things everyone already knows(or at least i know) or repeats the books..Mr.Mullen, sorry but i already read the books, why the f*** should i need the review with you? I just hate school..On the other i dont really wanna grow up either..all that working life..well..too depressing..

Some interesting things happened last week.My roomie brought a guy to the room at 4.30 am and they had sex with the rythm of their disgusting sounds..(Her bed is quite close to mine,we dont have curtains..so it was more like.." hey, do you wanna watch porn darling? let me enlighten you" )
I think she was too drunk..the guy was just a random one i suppose..I had to turn my back and close my ears until the guy finished f****** her..then he left..too cheap and disgusting...

That s all for now..I have a math test tomorrow..which i didnt really study properly..Yeeeeyyy!!!
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