There are some moments when you feel surprised, by almost a stranger. It is like, you say "hi" to that person or ask how they are-but just a minute,everyone constantly asks "what'up" quest. even if they dont give a fuck- etc.
At one of those moments, when you dont even have time for yourself, except being to busy drowning in work, someone comes at the wrong hour and tells you rudely, "get out of here".
You raise your head, and give a "what the fuck" look. But then you smile. Since you actually really wanted to go to your room a bit early, rest tiny bit, and eat. -since you are suffering from hunger-.
But you firstly think that that person is joking, since s/he is not a pleasant person, and not nice , even an asshole. However; How the hell in earth did s/he guess that you really wanted to leave?
You dont move from your place, s/he is gone. Then comes back, looks at you and says " didnt i tell you to get out of here? what are you still doing here?".
You say, "FINE". stand up and collect your widely&messily spreaded books,pens,calculator, candy waste,whatever there is to collect. And your coat is thrown at you..
For some reason you are not angry. yes, still..
then s/he starts eating your favourite cake. "summerberrystack". with a lot of berries, cream... asks you if you want..
You are surprised one more time..You really didnt expect that.. you say "NO,thanks."
S/he asks whether you dislike it, you tell the truth that it is your favourite. S/he suddenly gives the half of it, claiming that it is not possible to finish it alone.
You are surprised again..
Then tells you some stuff which you would never consider discussing about with such a person.
You tell what is inside and say, " it is incredible how you are somewhere in between being nice and an asshole".
Smiles.
Then you leave.
On the way back,
You get a hope that maybe others see you that way too, although you sound so ironic and sarcastic and disturbed a lot of times.Not that you would want to be considered as a "nice" person, but sth in the middle.
Because you are still oneofthose who thinks;
"nice is pathetic".
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